extinction..

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forever dont last to long these days
-jazmine sullivan

we hope to build a foundation that we can find for centuries
for forever
that will last
see as humans we hope to have a love that is worth trying for
dying for even
living for
see we hope that there is less pain in love
But sometimes
if the love leaves then the pain will spread and evolve into agony
Sometimes loving to hard will cause your heart to break
Til the point you regurgitate memories and conversations of how it use to be
Like you use to be my everything
And
Like you use to be my crutch
But you are different
Not like you use to be
These words will hurt the strongest
Especially
When they wear there wounds on the inside of the sleeve so
There loved ones heart has more room to breathe
All we as lovers wanted to do was build
Create
And continue our legacy
But love doesn’t last long like it use to

JG

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fragments (Part 3)

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I remember how our love grew
We would sneak to our tree
Talking about how our love would last like evergreens and popular trees.
When we had to be inside before the dust would clear the streets.
And how we always crave our names in trees to signify our love for eternity

JG

meteors….

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youd be my stars and ill be your sky
-ab soul

and somehow weve made it to a place
where we are enemies
somehow you find love not in my eyes
and our future is slowly turning into yesterday
and im saddened, trying to find out how this has happened
you are my star and i am your sky
but youre falling
now youre the universes meteorite
and im just here trying to get you to stay in the atmosphere
where we can create light
where we can create light
instead of hurt within the dark places that our minds go to when we fight
somehow our flight to venus detoured for this planet of war
but i still fight for you
knowing that you love me no longer
im still dying for you
words slice through my skin like razors to paper
but i still dodge them,
love til death
even if your lack of love causes me see it
i guess

JG

to love being in love with

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kissing you with passion
was the result of me missing you
hugging you was the result of needing you
looking into your eyes
was my way of capturing your soul
everything about you defines beautiful
and you wear it well
loving you was the result of listening to your heart mend
and watching you bend at the opportunity to be free
sensual was feeling your skin against mines
holding you like nothing else mattered
just us, you and me
hurting is the result of not Having you
and
having you is breaking promise that i am not used to
so when i see you and i kiss you
hug you
become lost in your glance
its because i am in love with you and that feeling is the best

JG

wounded

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Mysteriously I find my soul bleeding

Words lethal.

Not to the physical but my mental… and mentally I stretch my hands out to you

And you refuse.

Instead take 4 letters words placing them with you

Hate. You

Fuck. You

Shit… You aren’t

But Aren’t you supposed to build me

Heal me

Love me…. Instead of fuck me

Bc making love is better than fucking out the hate.

Or fucking out of the sense of apologies and regrets

I find my soul bleeding.. the mystery is why did you create the wound

JG

memories within our garden (part 2)

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the butterflies became once the ice broke
and your voice played to my ears like angels fingers to the harp
almost like a script written for a playwright
perfect scene.. you and me
moonlit scenery
and an audience for our soliloquy
from the start i told you
youd be my queen
for if i could id give you everything
i dont know why you came but i cant control that you were made for me
that you were sent with the master key to infiltrate at your will
blessing the threshold of my temple with your holy water
before we sin
i remember that evergreen
near that garden
thats when the Cocoon was expose and the butterfies flew
and now you
you live in the lines of my poetry and in my mind
for the seed was planted the moment i was welcomed into you… into your mind
your heart
see being welcomed only intensified
me wanting you and you wanting me between your thighs
as we make love in the garden
where it was here that we found….
us

JG

memories within our garden (pt 1)

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cuts into the wall of my synapses
my walls shatter around me as my guard collapses
i am
in an emotion that has me floating within my thoughts
i can love you better than any
shit my love is the vaccine to what your immune system has been attempting to purge
the reason why your mouth waters when you feel my lips close to yours
the reason that you grip your head board
in your dreams its me you decide to call for
and you
you cut into my memories
like sweet Epiphanies within the garden in which you wait for me
to unravel what belongs to me
you
the leaves from this evergreen blocks the sun as you find forever in my eyes

JG