meditation..

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i led my fingers upon her body
hoping to pull the soul from her.. my lips pressed against the forehead of her
hands wrapped in hers
exotic..
she causes my imagination to flourish
my dreams to become…
it was the moment of introduction that it begun
the ellipses that would be followed by fin
the end of..
the darkness
as she lays in the arms of i
i become surrounded by heavens angel in the nights darkness
especial… ly
special…
slightly graceful… so as she meditates
i lead my fingers upon her body
to awake her soul so i can say…. hello

jay g

pray for charleston

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when will it stop..
it feels like we are under attack, with a lack of assistance from those who have the power to act
this is not a poem
aimed for the pro black
this is to those who see a daily genocide and refuse to react
they allow a man who walked in a church and assassinated those in prayer
to walk out in handcuffs and bullet proof wear
while unarmed black teens get gunned down.. without care
when will it stop
im not one to utilize the race card
but its difficult not to when looking at the families scared
so many want to place fingers at we
but look at how much blood we have left on our streets
when will it stop
against us
police are suppose to protect and serve
when will it stop
for those who only want to be baptized in the word
when will it stop
when will be free, free from the hatred
when will it contained …. when will those who lead this genocide be detained

Jay G

Without It love Is a caption

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The passion… 
When you love someone such as her
The feeling is more than just by definition,
It becomes part of you..  the air you consume
To the way the ground feels when your heels touch the earth…
Love is birthed…
I can still taste the confection from her lips
As my soul sips from her spirit
You can hear it…
The presence of loves present
As I present her with forever… Suddenly her past
Feels less… And she embraces the youthfulness of her future
It’s the passion… So many forget about the importance of passion
How without it love is just a caption
See love is to passion
Like thunder is to lightening in a natural disaster.

Jay G

Snippets

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I have been writing
Writing snippets.. You know sidenotes and quotes
About these nights… Missing
Like a Chicago skyline
I fall in love with you from a distance
A deeper love.. because when I reach for you
I can’t get to you
But when I am in your presence… I see you and instantly need for you
Impartial dreams I am having
Fragments of this time and that…
Of that night at the pagoda
You remember that?
Missing you… Your voice plays over my line
And I keep hearing songs that would play as you would get your assignments out the way…
But I have been writing
Snippets you know side notes and quotes about….

Jay G

Just for she

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Rose colored comets shoot pass the many moons of Saturn
Stars the color of indigo blue
Remind me of the love I hold for you
Where is her
She…
The one who I’ve created this sonnet for the one adore
The one who I collected a jar of purple rain for
Praying that I catch it all.. for.

Jay G

untitled (snippet)

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i need better days…
soft winds, and poetic vibes
sincerity instead of judgement when i look in your eyes
the touch of the gentle instead of the blow from the bruised
i need better days… i have missed you
i have moments that i have been afraid to tell to you
so they become fragments lost in my mind
harsh winds and devilish vibes
tears instead of sparks when i look in your eyes
trying to touch you but my hands hit air as your body is no longer there
soul either
to long our love has been missing

Jay G

The 69 degrees of we… (Part 1)

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We are in a state of emergency
I am in need…  Of your loving
Call it a state of ecstasy!… With you sitting Here next to me.
My body temperature rises.. as well as these sheets as pyramids emerge underneath
Are you willing to rule the relic
Become religious as  you speak his name in your favor
Your hands on the chest of me as you straddle me
As you love me….
The 50 shades of us are becoming
While the fireplace disguises
The feeling of 30 degrees below freezing… Your back arched at 120 as you moan the love language of sensuality
You climax…. Legs shaking erratically
Don’t panic..
Just love…. Breathe
And love…. Love me…
I’ll protect you in this state of ecstasy

Jay G

soundless noise

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i
i wrote this here because you fail to listen
because my words hold no substance unless written
i wrote this on the walls of this prison
for i am the property of your heart,and loving you was my only conviction
and i do not regret the decision
but it seems you think different
like you should have looked the other way, instead of embracing the love that was given
so here i am in a box
6 feet within the earth and not one tear even dropped upon the skirt of your figure
so i figured
that i
that i would write this here just in case you felt abandoned
just in case you felt damaged
just in case you could not feel my presence
i wrote this here for you

Jay G

somethings

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somethings my mind wont let go
the love still strong though
for you.. and the lack i receive from the truth
when a an b cant c things through its usually impossible to continue in rhythm
when distractions become accessible
just an observation…
the book of love reads..
to understand the hearts sound is to confide in the beat of your own
so when was the last time youve heard your soul sing?
last night mines cried because of the thoughts of dormant dreams arising in my fore brain
someone said once that the hold that love can have on you.. can be deminished because of the presence of another
i give my last breath to you.. for you to provide for another
i guess thats why i am blue
lack of oxygen… but i still love you..
silly me.. silly we for playing with the hearts of each other
minds are as fragile as glass when anger is in the spirit of the lover
as hard as they try things get harder to let go
when the mind runs idle
when the spine is chilled with nothing
when the butterflies no longer flutter in the west district
when the body has no shadow to cold the concrete
the heart becomes less discrete,
when i have less to say, because the tongue is silenced
when the love is weakened…. when the weather doesnt change with the seasons
when the mind lets it go
is when you know… but somethings are unforgettable

Jay G

There is no comfort in ending

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“Really we had the perfect end… That night we stayed at the comfort inn we…” -jhene Aiko

she said it best
why would you call it love, if you knew it wasnt
why give me your heart
if it was never returned by another
i crowned you queen of my everything, once utopia burned down
and we started a new
but somewhere on the journey the roses turn blue
lack of love maybe
stir crazy because i feel like i am losing you
so why call it what it could not be
because when you love someone theres no comfort inn ending

Jay G