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she pulled smoke through her lungs
exhaling through her lips
while she sat
thinking of a million ways to get him to love her
for a million days
she felt her body as if he was watching
in need of his affection
she missed him
a thousand emotions runs through her
lust, wanting him
love, how she adores him
jealousy, and how he belongs to another
how her love is better
and how her grass is 5 shades greener
and how she removed her fence so it would be easier
but he remains tamed
and she is scared of becoming extinct in his eyes
she rolls another
pulls it harder
and becomes higher
but emotionally lower
she needs him more, thats what she saying
thats what she feels
even though she is wrong
she believes her thoughts are…

jay G