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tears try to compress that shit
the pain…
anger… placing my hurt on others
can cause you to lose the ones who love you the most
they know my sorrows
but don’t understand my individual battles
i just want that void filed
i just want to be loved
what child wants to be blamed
23 and the inner kid in me still needs that…. acceptance
that love.. that talk
that example.. my mother was my keeper, my savior
my healer for 20 yrs.. in need of fix she my dealer
because she was the taker of the pain that you caused
now i reach out to a woman who holds my heart
and her to heals the internal scars created by your lies
fuck your reason.
your excuses are irrelevant.. i wonder if you see how your actions
changed me

Jay g