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its lonely here
cold and lonely, this is not what i am use to
but maybe its something to get use to
this world can turn to a dark place..
my thoughts get darker by the second
by the minute.. i surrender
so now trapped in my mind
i find myself inside of a purgatory
and its lonely here
these walls are filled with pain
more than my mind can take
insanity setting in
i just want happiness, to be joyful
instead of feeling painful strains in my hearts veins
because they are effecting me
starting to feel neglected by those who, once said they loved me
like i havent done enough to prove i am worthy, of there glory
like my presence is more of a burden than a present
so ill confine my mind here
inside these walls
thoughts and all.. ill sit here

Jay G