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Monthly Archives: June 2013

performing for a goddess

27 Thursday Jun 2013

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welcome to my space
this is a place where you
only you
and those who only want to listen to
these words ive written for you
this area of the room is special
and only made for you
this is where it happened
the moment i knew i loved you…. can you feel the power
this orb of power that was built because of the feelings i possess for you
this is the part
where we disappear
and i touch your soul with my hands
dont be afraid..
tonight.. im going to pull you on stage and showcase you
displaying my affections for your heart
through these words that are spoken through this microphone
so sit and relax welcome
to my place
this space, ill admit i am
alittle nervous
you are too, i can see your heart race
mic check mic, check

Jay G

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sinners song

26 Wednesday Jun 2013

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church, god, Jesus, love, poetry, praise, pray, prayer, sin, sing, sinners, sins

i find my singing at that top of lungs..
i guess sinners can praise to
but will he listen
will he answer me
trapped in between the wall and my demons
i fill he over looks the one who have deceived
but we are only human
right
we have all wronged at some point… right
even the saints
lost faith at some point
and they to return to a alter
with a soul and spirit bruise
asking for forgiveness, at some point we all sing
the
forgive me and my sins for i have wronged you blues
thats why i am here singing at the top of my lungs
prayer

Jay G

the ode written in permanent ink

26 Wednesday Jun 2013

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affection, black love, dreams, flowers, love, lovers, lovesick

this is a ode to a woman
i call pretty eyes
my long legged cutie pie
this here is for you, it hasnt been that long since i wrote you
i do almost everyday
and i see you just as much and you still take my breath away
i had a dream of you becoming my wife
it felt so right
you walking in that blueish green wedding dress that fits tight
umm…
this is to a woman
who i call my jasmine flower,
my bundle of beauty with the power to create explosions on sight
she blooms in the same fields
that the lotus flower ignites
so when we combine our souls take flight
past cloud nine and oblivion
our love be on venus
saturn sometimes in another universe, type shit
this is to you baby
not just with love but with doves
i just opened a cage and let them fly showcasing how much i love
you
this is a ode to my pretty eyes
just letting the world know my love for you….

Jay G

these victims become sirens

26 Wednesday Jun 2013

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cupid, eternal, hate, love, poems, poetry, souls, space, suicide

there was a ballad being composed
composed by the souls of the weakened, the vulnerable
these misunderstood hearts that played the game of love
were the same ones that ended up being torn apart
silent hopes still linger in there minds
they urn for the emotion, finding devotion in the wrong people
so they lay down, and release only for a hit of loves feeling
but when the moment is over
can that loneliness console you
can that 10 minutes turn into love in an instant
you add verses to the ballad,
your soul is becoming weaker
your spirit is vulnerable
so much of what you feel is correct is only misunderstood
your heart is playing russian roulette with a fully loaded pistol
pull the trigger and you could be a casualty
just another soul added to this ballad that is being composed
composed by the ones who like you
died in the name of love

Jay G

the beauty….

20 Thursday Jun 2013

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Have I told you that your beautiful 
Or the things I want to do to you
Do to your mind and part of your physical
I 
Want to inject you into my system
I want to be addicted
I 
Want to be able to confide in you 
I want to get high off your soul 
But tell me 
Do you know that your beautiful
And that ill do all i can for you 
Protect and never neglect you 
Sometimes I dream of us being like 
Teena Marie and rick 
Jay and b
Sometimes I see us floating in other galaxies and shit
I wrote this on my phone lastnight
Listening 
To slow songs and shit
Singing have I told you I… Love you?
More importantly 
Have I told you
Your beautiful?

Jay G

the only known prisoner of love…

18 Tuesday Jun 2013

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this is a small exerpt from a entity that was frozen in a time where she couldnt free her emotions in time
she writes on the walls of her cell walls
i wonder if
when lonely do you need me
if when the thought of love crosses do you miss me
i wonder when you read poetry in the back of your mind
if you can recant the one about me line after line
i called upon the angels in this space
to deliver this
a signed sealed letter
that was carefully put together
that reads
just incase
you were still wondering
wondering if i think about you
or find myself missing you, or
when i write these words if any are about you
praise to the goddess above, she knows i do
think about you… her creation
so when i write i grip my pen harder
until my blood mixes with the ink
i wonder if you saw my hand print in the sky
i wonder if you felt my presence in the wind
did you become high?
did you see me
even though it was a dream
did you see me?
i woke up to the smell of your scent
only to notice i was alone
i wonder though
did you feel my lips on your forehead?

Jay G

the path

13 Thursday Jun 2013

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What do we do when our dreams turn
To nightmares
Worlds come crashing down
What happens when the world stops spinning
And later becomes now
Do we turn on our loved or do we set aside
The bullshit and come together
It’ll be then we realize that the trial or tribulation
Could have been avoided
Instead of intensified
Now one tries to justify what’s
Wrong or right
Were just trying to understand this darkness
With such a dim light

Jay G

the many storms of Venus

11 Tuesday Jun 2013

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love, poetic, poetry, space, tornados, venus

Because your the one, its your time led them all back to one

-Janelle Monae

i could hear Hera say
my sisters heart is in the process of purging pain
and on this night
the streets of utopia will become flooded
flooded by the overcast of venus’s storms, of strain
the skies fill with clouds black as a starless space
overwhelmed by the scenery my heart begins to race
i think of my love,
and how she makes my minute hand become still, in pace
how no matter what
she’s still the only one who, i want to hold in that secret place
though she’s expierenced pain from the hands of my spirit
i can only hope she wants me to accompany her
thunder sounds the universe
red lighting bolts, blast through the skies, creating
images of aphrodite smashing glass with her fist
i pray quoting the book of cupid, psalms 57821
“sir greendown tells his cindy, i will show you the ways that i love you, i saved you so youll save the world”
hearing that.. i know we can make it through this storm
for true love will save us
it can take
5 years
7 months
8 days,
2 hours
the
1 thing that will still hold true is my love for you
lavender rain drops, drip from the magenta colored clouds
the wind creates a thickness in the air
as trees begin to uproot, i feel aching in my soul, the same feeling of when i almost lost you
its almost as if she wants me to feel what she feels
the purge of broken souls and raged minds
cracked hearts, balancing on crooked lines
the streets disappear, underneath the rain
i nolonger know pain… maybe because i’ve seen.. felt, to much pain
this purge happens once every 30000 years
and washes away down venus’s storm drain

Jay G

love sick, love struck

10 Monday Jun 2013

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love, love struck, songs missed

i fell in love beside the ocean
or maybe it was cloud nine
i found myself writing down my emotions
and listening to the sounds.. of this love shhh
my heartbeats a little quick
so i picture myself kissing you to calm a bit
its been along time.. know i find my mind
love sick
love struck off the feeling of caressing you for brief moments
i call on to my prasier
for i am blessed to feel love
but that night i felt it take over
that was the one moment for us

jay G

she gazed the page, i hope she smiles (snippet)

01 Saturday Jun 2013

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brothers, family, friendship, love, sister

my sister looked upon the page
that held the words that my soul felt
she says i didnt know you wrote poetry.. no one did
it was the one secret only me and my heart had.
we mutually decided to let the world know
that i had a voice,
my sister looked upon the page
that held the words that my heart kept consealed
im scared for her to read some of these thoughts, i usually dont care who judges but the three important females
that i do
opinions matter
so as she sees for the first time
my mind
i hope she smiles and thinks my brother is
the best..

Jay G

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My name is JaVaughn Gray I am a 28 year old poet from Virginia. It was there i discovered my love for poetry and decided to share my soul and spirit with the world.

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