dose

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ill take my time
reconstruct your body line for line
relax your mind, tonight you belong to me
you are mine

sweet….. as the taste of confection
as the sap from your petals touch my tongue
sugar in the form of whats to come
your body has chills, your legs tremble
its a quarter past one
and the storm is brewing outdoors
but you shine here in this room like the rays of the sun

it has begun…

body on the sheets of grey as you reach the peak
taking what you want
or wanted in the sense of needing
this is yours.. your body. mind. i can see you are feigning
willing to baby dose for the healing
but what is the use if you keep returning after leaving
…..so stay
whether the weather is coming down
or non existing
because being in company is more pleasing
than being alone
inside of a room where your hands have to explore on there own

jay g

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the canvas

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i trace my finger against your skin.. as if it were paper
and i was writing my sins
my thoughts are created from the emotions of my emotions
i light these candles
to enhance your devotion
taking my time
finding a pace that better suits the temperature of the waters that lie beneath your waist
if i painted you.. it would resemble space
beautiful and filled with mystery
history in plain sight.
sensual but intense
and magical in the same sense
my pen has written the same since you became my canvas
my muse
strong enough to light the fuse
i find myself inhaling nebulas and becoming high off the views of you
passionate and pleased
i become lost in you
lost in your mind not in just what is in between your knees
but i will continue to cater and place you at ease
as i trace my finger against your skin

jay g

request..

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she asked him to

be careful with me
take me slowly
understand that i am
still
but wild
like water
understand that my current can carry you
take you under if you are unsure of the wonder..
for i am
just as delicate as petals
i just ask you take care of me

Jay G

i have wanted this..

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ive wanted you
thoughts about the simplistic
how realistic, it could become
i found bricks from that brownstone
ive found pens with dried ink
i smell the scent of the natural
how supernatural it really feels
collecting what my mind is projecting
enables me to figure that we are we
even though the walls were demolished
craft remains polished and these words are still
about you
roses are nothing compared to
the birds in paradise
white sheets surround you
and your soul, as you lay bare
you remind me of a flame
fragile,
unpredictable.
yet tamed in the shell of the most beautiful
damn im blessed
what was wanted is now right here
flesh to touch
warm and controlled
i have you

jay g

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thinking of you
in the sense of needing
my mind was feeding off of the images my mind conjured
i feel you. here
tasting your name on the tip of my tongue
i miss you
candles dont burn the same
and this room is lacking the presence of you
blue
is the hue, if my soul had one
black are the walls in which you helped me paint
so when the lights are off our souls would
illuminate the space,
and when theyre on.. the spacial color
brings out the special in we
thinking of you
how these stanzas would not stand if you werent near
you are the foundation
that holds me
and it was you that molded me
and brought me here, heaven keeps taking from me
and gaining the energy
i feel drained.. my mind is working the same
and the neurons arent sparking within the synapses
the walls are collapsing around me
red
is the hue, if my heart could choose
because my spirit is missing and my soul is crying the blues
so heart is angry
because lately it only seems to lose
tears are to current
cold sweats are to few
it hurts to lose
and lose and lose and never recover from the prior
my body is on fire
i am tired.
thinking. of.
missing.
and

JG

remedies

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I found this remedy
this simple but pleasing way
to remain addicted to you
without self inflicting wounds upon the skin or placing lines upon the glass tables
that hold the scent of you
i close my eyes. to enhance other senses
that cause me to regulate the fix that i need, this is not new
this is a habit, that is worth the passion that im having
as i stroke these lines for you
my muse, my poetic blues this is too you

jay g

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I don’t understand this/You’re changing, I can’t stand it/My heart can’t take this damage/And the way I feel, can’t stand it
-XXXTENTACION

the seasons have been changing
and emotions have us blaming one another for the motions, were just misunderstanding
i miss the embrace of you
and i can take it
i listen to your tears fall and its because of the damage i have caused
because i fail to listen before speaking
now your heart is leaking
now i am here listening to a cadence, alone
wishing it was you that i could hold and love
i made it hard for you
for me, been a couple nights since ive seen sleep
so pardon me if im slurring
but i miss you
and i apologize for the issues
that have you changing

jay g

immortal… love

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and i was thinking..
thinking about how its be so long since.. to long since
we have seen venus
how i have lost a step in my dialect
and how poetry has taken the back burner
how you and i
are becoming them… instead of us
how our hands
have not touched.. how your scent lingers less
and your urge to love is lessened
maybe it was because i was stressing
constantly guessing instead of asking..
so many lessons… then
i remember when our weekend consisted of the weeknd
how there we rekindle us
through the music and vibes that he provides
how we would meet in the loft on a thursday become gone from the zone
in which you would become my rolling stone
my wanderlust
im what you need, what you want
and i have become a desire that is in arms reach
now, i
think about our loving tree
how we planted a seed and grew something that we could hide within
something that we could nurture through mother nature and father time
for that creation would remain throughout our lifetime
and longer
how my dialect reflects the intellect
how my heart is locked within your soul
how in july we become removed from earth to settle venus
how my poetry is written on the walls within our home
how you and i have become we
for them to try to emulate us.. how everyday is thursday and how days after become the weekend
how we live forever
and forever
and our love is the reason why we are idolized..
and why will never die

jay G

open souls.. closed (snippet)

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sinking down under the water, slipping down under
drifting…

-eryn allen kane

my soul was open..
searching.
hoping. and i found you
so my soul is closing.. and the reason is because my heart is focused
on you
i got a jones
for you
that has me losing sleep, in hopes that you too are thinking of me
while you are in your sheets
when i do reach the rem
i find us in a field where the lotus flower blooms
where your brown eyes bounce off the yellow sundress that covers what we created
in the field where the lotus flower blooms
where we say i do
and we run off to that eternal place
i was praying for love and protection, in need of a sense of direction
my soul was open
you have me open, and i am so grateful of the mercy
ill be good to you
open souls
closed

jg

The loving tree

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the loving tree..
we would run here
hide here
listen to the heartbeats of each other
until the sun would disappear
until we were not we
i found a sense of solace
contentment in being lost with you at the loving tree
giving you
all my attention
until i found my soul become set free
your eyes placed hooks into my heart and wouldnt let go
and i never want to break free
we
would run here
hide here and become another person
that the world could never allow us to be
i fell here and came up with bruises that you healed with your touch
and commitment
and some how i lost the blueprint to being attentive
and you carved my name out of the bark
so i hope that you receive this
because we were suppose to meet here at the
loving tree

Jay G